marginally
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
Friday, May 7, 2010
the struggle
thankfully this well of will,
whos depth has yet to be seen,
is so readily available to yield.
so that I may once again summon the strength
to expand my lungs, to strive
for one more breath of life; and that I,
may relish in the relief of its exhale.
Saturday, April 10, 2010
9 - 11?
so I have been trying to stay informed of the worlds current events, and in the process of fulfilling that today I stumbled upon some interesting images.
this link goes to a BBC News article on the recent death of Poland's President, Lech Kaczynski, in a tragic plane crash:
if you notice, that plane is fucked up. the ground around it? also fucked up. actually, it looks exactly like it did when they crashed the plane on the first season of Lost...and the sixth season!
now here are a couple links, one showing the aftermath of the 'plane crash' into the pentagon, and one of a similar 'attack' in Pennsylvania:
If you notice, these scenes look completely different!
Obviously someone has deceived Us. Regardless of the intentions, let this be a warning to you that nothing is what it seems..
especially in the name of war.
Monday, April 5, 2010
to be not once, but twice cast aside
like a perfect idea, perfected once again
obsolete, rides the ebb and flow of tide
I helped hold the waters back long enough,
long enough for waves to wear my walls
and to see your kingdom flourish
yet, once erosion runs its course
I crumble, collapse to the ground
remaining here, unperturbed
admiring my place in the grand scheme
every kingdom must expand
now, but a pile of stone surrounds
naturally, you'll loathe the blemish
but you forget the intent
of which this wall, had stood
if your ambition surpasses your vision
as you build a wall to further hold
the tide at bay, to keep a kingdom growth,
then you shall see barren days
no man can fight a nature's strength
be it his, the moon's, or Earth
the waves will soon retrieve their ground
regardless of your birth.
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
be careful what you pretend to be because that is what you'll become
Quiet Rage: The Stanford Prison Experiments
Review of the Quiet Rage video by Hans Sherrer
(September 2003)
one day,
when retrospect has taken its course,
and clarity on immediacies
& such is relinquishing,
a certain scent overcomes,
this momentary glory.
while pursuit of a definition
in measures present
suffices not to purge emanation,
threaten relentless appeal
to the senses,
as to the nature of their latency.
Friday, March 12, 2010
pieces
As fire screams from between branches
An autumn sky blazes over our autumn years
Black, silhouetted against a crimson sun
Shining light scattered, upon our gaze-less eyes
As the world is broken piece by piece
Our hands callus from the crumbling earth
Set forth by trembling hearts
We lead ourselves blindly to the edge of the abyss
Look at us now! we exclaim
As we dance eyes closed upon the ledge
Laughing down with no voice returned
Like fools, there is no end in sight!
Under our feet the ground slowly slips
Leaving no grasp for callused hands
For we have wandered too far, too fast
Carelessly grinding bedrock for sand
Disappearing, the crimson light trails
Back across the brink
As all wonder falls within
Seeing death before it meets the deep
An autumn sky blazes over our autumn years
Black, silhouetted against a crimson sun
Shining light scattered, upon our gaze-less eyes
As the world is broken piece by piece
Our hands callus from the crumbling earth
Set forth by trembling hearts
We lead ourselves blindly to the edge of the abyss
Look at us now! we exclaim
As we dance eyes closed upon the ledge
Laughing down with no voice returned
Like fools, there is no end in sight!
Under our feet the ground slowly slips
Leaving no grasp for callused hands
For we have wandered too far, too fast
Carelessly grinding bedrock for sand
Disappearing, the crimson light trails
Back across the brink
As all wonder falls within
Seeing death before it meets the deep
attn:
Ladies & Gentlemen, may I have your attention?
I have startling news of vile misdirection.
It seems a slave comes cheap these days.
For we are all in shackles in a few different ways:
First they tie your heart to things,
Undermining love, by defining what it means.
Placing fake expectations on the world you "deserve",
Thus limiting reaction to the master we serve.
Secondly, they tie your mind to debt.
Focusing your attention so those expectations can be met.
By keeping the world so far about your means,
Making you live life to catch up, oblivious to the scheme.
And third, they weigh you down with fear.
Creating "security" so that comfort stays near.
Building your life around an idea of hope,
That nothing goes wrong, and you stay afloat.
Eliminating the search to discover who you are,
They name the nameless, and they set the bar.
But you dont have to submit as a pawn in a game,
For each man is powerful, and we are all the same.
I have startling news of vile misdirection.
It seems a slave comes cheap these days.
For we are all in shackles in a few different ways:
First they tie your heart to things,
Undermining love, by defining what it means.
Placing fake expectations on the world you "deserve",
Thus limiting reaction to the master we serve.
Secondly, they tie your mind to debt.
Focusing your attention so those expectations can be met.
By keeping the world so far about your means,
Making you live life to catch up, oblivious to the scheme.
And third, they weigh you down with fear.
Creating "security" so that comfort stays near.
Building your life around an idea of hope,
That nothing goes wrong, and you stay afloat.
Eliminating the search to discover who you are,
They name the nameless, and they set the bar.
But you dont have to submit as a pawn in a game,
For each man is powerful, and we are all the same.
rain. rain
washed as white as snow?
more like a thin, watered coat of paint,
it just takes some rain to wash it away.
brace yourselves!
you're falling back to earth
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
Thursday, March 4, 2010
Glass Ceiling
once, God was a ceiling of glass,
to peer through to the heavens, and past.
until man took his hammer of Doubt
shattered God, and strew him about.
suffice, that did not for man,
for then doubt, had encompassed the land.
so crusades were set out to find,
the pieces of their peace of mind.
but the pieces were harder and harder,
to find, as they grew smaller and smaller.
attempting to build a new shield
from the horrors that only man yields,
they took all the God they could seize,
to no avail, tried to fuse piece to piece.
yet the closer and closer they came,
in the effort of defining his name,
it seemed the words would elude,
skip the tongue, and foster the feud
between the light, which once was so clear
and the Doubt, that nurtures his fear.
Monday, March 1, 2010
insomniac
approaching the end, like the sun falls
here, so quickly light thins
I've reached the point of voided return
this cavity remains, a half-lesson learned
here, so quickly light thins
I've reached the point of voided return
this cavity remains, a half-lesson learned
bold visceral push toward daylight
through shadow stalk, eyes, ears taught
hear, feel, smell of the earth
unaware, yet aware, the hunt ensured
hear, feel, smell of the earth
unaware, yet aware, the hunt ensured
watch the fire, like stars embers blaze
upward, to join their heavenly kin
the tree line hails of foe and prey
as slumber creeps, my attention fades
alert! there exists much to develop
keep diligent, the guise of night envelops
watch the tick of the celestial tock
the tree line hails of foe and prey
as slumber creeps, my attention fades
alert! there exists much to develop
keep diligent, the guise of night envelops
watch the tick of the celestial tock
and huddle for warmth, as surely, enemies stalk
beat, by beat, by beat of heart, alone
i count by measure, the time til morn
Saturday, February 27, 2010
what did I do? to set your sun so low?
from what fire of mine has an ember met your eye?
here mine seemed a life of empathy,
and yours dissatisfaction.
to feel your pains, and mine as well
only to see in you the look of mistrust.
brother, do you not see the weight of both burdens
carried upon my back? to not suffer, as I suffer with you.
still alone, always alone, i feel my constraints.
do I not have as little as thee?
I see your claims of undesired intrusions,
whislt your heart pours out to me.
yet ressentiment is all I see...
and I understand the need for your own two feet.
admitting-ly, once, i held the bond too tight.
but I am here to live, not shy from light
i shall find my sovereignty to stand upright.
i see now, how this is a mutual plight
ashes to ashes
convulsing earth
is a repulsive birth
yet, a birth none the less
confounding worth
shall advance ever forth
through times we see as mess
the circle rounds
its equation, profound
forever back to start
disaster bound
yet more glory is found
in the cycle of Nature's art
is a repulsive birth
yet, a birth none the less
confounding worth
shall advance ever forth
through times we see as mess
the circle rounds
its equation, profound
forever back to start
disaster bound
yet more glory is found
in the cycle of Nature's art
Friday, February 26, 2010
seams
i followed step for step, paths so deeply set
to lead me no where, left behind
alone by me, my truths were met
i went in front for once, stood first upon the line
to take so deep the bladed edge
of another man's truth, as true as mine
to seem to seam a 'life' to life
or dream of dreaming strive from strife
will seem to take the 'youth' from you
and seem to take the truth from true
to lead me no where, left behind
alone by me, my truths were met
i went in front for once, stood first upon the line
to take so deep the bladed edge
of another man's truth, as true as mine
to seem to seam a 'life' to life
or dream of dreaming strive from strife
will seem to take the 'youth' from you
and seem to take the truth from true
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
Thursday, February 18, 2010
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